Labels: crapventing.

im kinda sick of people who think theyre "all that and a bag of chips" as in.. they think theyre so cool. like seriously? mcm, ha, youre not even...... eh i wont go there. cs who am I to judge?...

ha. and this is me being assertive.

Labels: crapventing.

• life is full of shit leaving u feel so insecured...
  
• i wanna write in bullet points cs i like em
• im not feeling like this cs of my boyfriend or ex's or anything like that..
  
• idk pms kali?
• aku kusut banyak homework :(

so thats currently me, i knowh hideous right.

Teacher : What do you know about liberals?


i wanna post up pretty pictures on my blog :/ not of me ofcourse. eh i dont mean im pretty,





shite quality but whocares.

"When everything is wrong, we move along"

its almost 8pm now and im still in the hospital. i hate hospitals. came in the morning w my sister at 11 plus. then went out to oxford street to h&m, my guilty pleasure... i bought this pretty blue sleeveless and leggings. then before that bought sushi. went somewhere to buy jate's ipod charger. and omfg we got seriously lost kan ke oxford street. we ended up somewhere arah portland place.

fuck im freezing :/

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Happy Birthday to Zym aka Bebi!
I love you bebi!
Until the stars fall from the sky, okay? :(
pinky pwomish? :(
hehehehe. *rubs ben. i know you laike it :(

























Happy Birthday to Maming!

I love you ming and missssssss you :(



hehehe sorry, just remembered to do this post. and a happy birthday to Aunty Jane too, baby's mother.


I hate tuesdays.

I start and have socio at 9 til 11. then have no lessons from 11-1. lunch is from 1 to 2. nothing again from 2 to 4. then pyscho at 4 til 6, THEN, gov and politics ALONE from 6 til 8 frikin pm.

thats why I HATE TUESDAYS. :(

this is what I sacrifice for gov and politics.. :(
Its siuk btw. we're learning about the political parties and what they do and all. Dennis (my teacher, which we call by first name. i know, weird right?) is gonna give me a test later about all the General Election date, Winning party, Prime minister and Parliment majority. LIKE ALL 17 of the election date. and times that by 4. thats how much I need to remember.

but no worries. i'll be awesome. hahaha.

and i have a socio mock exam tmrw :( we didnt have mocks in my old school. hmmph. well thats just for the best right....well this year does determines weather im going to uni. Amin tah dapat. ive picked a few for my choices.. Keele and Greenwich. 3 more. and which uni i pick determines the rest of my life. like srsly. entah eh. aku takut. ive done my personal statement.. but need to adjust it more.

psycho is okay...

media studies!!!! comparing to my old school, which i felt like we did nothing. this school gives me hella loada work. and im scared for the coursework. im still pondering on what to do. it needs to be something interesting, and it should stand out. and not that difficult to do. entah eh. nyasal jua sikit ambil media.



"I have to admit.. I am selfish, in ways you possibly couldnt understand. In ways you used to understand... The falres diminished, but something is still there. The flame glows dimly, still waiting, still wanting, still hoping. but for what exactly? our wicked ways leaves a scar. Marked for life, its evidence.. for the world to see."


you'd be like, wtf?












:/

“You were the first nice guy I met after so many bad ones. And I didn’t know if you were the one or just the first good one, so I went out and met some more guys. Some of them were fine, but none of them were you.”

I am blogging from my fone! :D
havent done ths before lol.
I Love Wajdi Zofri! my baby for the win :p i miss you like crazy d.
kisses & butts.



1st week of school was okay. got some class clasehes but sooner or later the admin will fix it. got an essay to do for gov and politics. which is due for thursday... yess. haha.im sooo tired. exhausted really. yesterday was tiring. well this whole week has been tiring tbh. with that, and this and him.


people dont know what they want sometimes. what they really want. i surely dont know myself. life shoould be easier. but these choices, desicions. they screw you up. People are fickle, life is fickle. Hate blinds you sometimes. Ego blinds you wholey. uncertainty, it wants to see you suffer, slowly.

entah, i dont know. it just hit me, now.






















i dont know actually :/

"One day you fall for this boy. And he touches you with his fingers. And he burns holes in your skin with his mouth. And it hurts when you look at him. And it hurts when you don’t. And it feels like someone’s cut you open with a jagged piece of glass."
— The Tracey Fragments

i think this quote is beautiful for some odd reason.


soooooooo. school starts this monday. im starting at a new school btw. Ashbourne college. i totally get the vibe that it is gna b better than pps. we even already have this school trip to oxbridge open day. cOOlz. hahaha.

man im tired.....





wasnt a fan of DJ AM but he passed away recently. RIP.

this performance just made me :(

mark jangan nangis :(

so i was like deleting/ throwing away some things that i "put away" and i came across some of my pics from last year. it makes me ()(&%£!£$%^&!!!!!!

mcm omg my hair. sayang wah. it was so long and.. sexy? lol. like wtf why did i cut it again?? its gna take some time growing it again. shitmotherfuckass. sasak ku eh. hahaha.





so i cut it to that lenght before flying off to london. mcm short banar. sial. and yeah i know its a fail attempt to of seduction lol.






















dear hair, please grow fast.

love, ME.



sexiest guy alive :( well except for dD... heheheh.




















passed my AS. school is soon. havent started on my personal statement. havent choosen my choices of uni. all is fine.


results out tomz!